after hours

you know that trick some people do when they get spaghetti and put it up their nose and then pull it out of their mouths? well i have the WEIRDEST tingle way up in my nose and i feel like if i could do that trick it would get rid of that tingle…too bad i don’t have any spaghetti noodles.

i know i’m pretty repetitive when i say this…but i have one of the most gratifying jobs EVER! i’m remembering elder bednar’s talk about needing to hear that you’re loved. it’s true! i’m told (and hugged) almost everyday that i’m loved by the most innocent little souls and i can’t get enough! i honestly believe a lot of my daily happiness comes from these kids. it’s hard being strict with them when all you want to do is give them a big hug haha. i was checking the news today and there seemed to be so many stories of child abuse and it makes me sick. i really believe people like that need to go to hell.

on a different note. there was a former miss argentina (or some south american country) who died from complications of butt surgery. she had kids and a great life from what i could read, but they lost her because she wanted a firmer behind…seriously? sometimes i just can’t fathom what is going on in the world. 

i attempted racquetball for the first time in my life today! it is so addicting! i already wanna go out again. but i wouldn’t make it very long. my muscles are shaking. i was asked if i wanted to try-out for the uvu racquetball team though haha! don’t get the wrong idea. i played HORRIBLY! haha! it was definitely flattering though.

different topic. i read the news online most everyday. obama…i have no words. if he gets to run the country i figure i should run next time i have enough money for a campaign…i’m am terribly unimpressed. i even went into it hoping for the best. WHY isn’t he focusing on the country he runs? instead he’s out trying to fix everyone else’s problems. and by trying to fix i mean throwing a general idea or two out there hoping someone else will take it and make it happen and he can take the credit for it.

snow patrol. been listening to them again a lot lately. love it.  

ok so lady gaga’s “bad romance” (yes i listened to it again janet and now i actually love it:) no longer applies to me! how desperate was i? pretty. not desperate in the sense that i was stooping, but i was desperate for the attention. even if it is “psycho”. tonight completely changed everything! i want something new! i mean i really really want…:) i haven’t completey snapped out of my trance yet but this is definitely better than where i was. imagine seeing light at the end of the tunnel. i have purpose. i have meaning. i actually don’t mean that haha! it just sounded cheesy and i felt like typing it. i’m on a different planet right now and i LOVE feeling this way! it’s like i’m Buddy and i prance into the conference room and exclaim my excitement for something new! “and i don’t care who knows it!!!”

ok tomorrow i’m gonna think i’m a complete idiot. but right now i feel like i’m on a high…so i’m happy.

i hate being a byu fan. but i bleed blue…

happy thanksgiving all!!!!! so…the chicken was too salty, the mashed potatoes were too garlicy, i didn’t even touch my cheesy rice and broccoli b/c i took a taste and almost barfed, and the squash casserole i made 2 nights ago was cold…:) the rolls were amazing though! and the hershey pie…my lil sis and i went to the theater and watched new moon. it was soo much better than twilight i must say. and i really did try to watch twilight…twice. but it’s a crappy movie. new moon=A+. gimme some of that taylor! grrrrrr;) i like me some brown! which reminds me, i need to brown up. i’m getting winter depression. tis the Christmas season! i’m already feeling the love and joy! music to follow…